Always & Forever- STOPPED

[* Natasha *]

Hey Guys,

I had a new idea on a fic and hence started to write it. I know I have alot of fics on the board at the moment and this fic will not stop me from adding to them. So I hope you like it and reviews are much appreciated!

Lv,
Tashxxx


Always & Forever

Chapter 1

Natasha

“Mama! Mama!” a young girl with blonde hair and green eyes exclaimed as she toddled towards me her arms outstretched. Laughing I bent to pick her up cuddling her once she was rested comfortably in my arms.

Her tiny arms wrapped around my neck and she rested her head against my neck signaling she was sleepy. “You tired baby?” I asked softly as she nodded her head still resting on my shoulder.

I made my way to down the corridor to her room where I placed her on her bed before sitting on the floor next to her as I pushed her hair away from her pretty face and rubbing my hand up and down her back lulling her to sleep.

Ashleigh soon fell asleep and I got up from my spot on the floor. After placing a kiss on her cheeky and draping her blanket on her, I made my way outside and headed straight for the balcony.

As I looked at the gorgeous lights illuminating the city of London from my flat right in the middle of the city, I couldn’t help taking a trip to my past.

Sure, it was hard being a single mother of a almost two-year old. I mean I was only what 22? I knew when I was pregnant at the mere age of twenty, that it was going to be hard at that was why I had broken it off with Ashleigh’s father.

Ashleigh’s dad was Lee Ryan. He was 1/4 of UK’s hottest boyband, Blue and I knew that the paparazzi would have a field day if they knew that Lee was a dad. I knew I had done the right thing by breaking it off with Lee. His job had always been important to him and I knew the consequences if the paparazzi got to know that I was pregnant.

Lee had been together since I was sixteen and it broke my heart when I had made my way to the studio the day I found out I was pregnant. His face when I had broken up with him to the way he had kept asking why.

It had killed me lying to him because Lee and I had always been honest to each other ever since we had gotten together and I had got on like fire with the rest of the lads and their girlfriends.

Ever since she was little, I had told Ashleigh about her dad and played his music. I was ecstatic when I Ashleigh took after her dad. At least I knew I had a piece of Lee with me in her.

When I Ashleigh was born, I had signed a deal with a prestigious modeling company. I had always wanted to be a model and I knew that the salary I would be getting would ensure that Ashleigh and I would lead comfortable lives and not worry about financial issues.

I had gotten a spacious four room flat soon after I had gotten my first paycheck and Ashleigh and I had moved out from my sister, Michelle’s flat and the flat. Now a year and a half later, I was one of the top models in Britain. So far, I had managed to keep Ashleigh out of the limelight I had.

When I needed to go out, I had either gone out with Michelle or my mates and they had always carried her hence giving the press the idea that Ashleigh was their kid or I had gone out alone leaving Ashleigh with one of them. It was tough, but that's the price of fame isn't it?

I knew I couldn’t continue playing this game for long and eventually the press would come to know that I had a kid but before doing that, I needed to tell Lee that he was a father but did I have the courage to face him?

I walked back into the flat, closing the door to the balcony behind me and locking it just in case Ashleigh woke up when I was asleep. Making sure that the front door was locked; I made my way to my room peaking into Ashleigh’s room as I walked past just to make sure she was okay.

The next day, I woke up knowing I had a busy day in front of me. A few weeks ago, my manager had told me that I had been asked to be in a music video and the first day of filming was today. Two of my best mates, Nadine and Emma as well as Michelle were accompanying me so that they could look after Ashleigh when I was filming.

I made my way to the en-suite bathroom and after brushing my teeth, had a long bath. After resurfacing from my bath, I quickly pulled on a pair of hipster blue jeans, which had, some yellow on it like paint had been spilt on it. I had teamed that with a black top, which went diagonally from my right shoulder to just under my left arm. Tying my brown hair back into a high ponytail and slipping a pair of black ankle boots on, I made my way to Ashleigh’s room to wake her up.

After washing her up and surprisingly not getting up which I was thankful for since I had made the mistake of dressing before washing her dressed her in a Liverpool jersey since I was a die-hard Liverpool fan and also because she had asked for it. I fed Ashleigh her breakfast and made my way to the living room.

After getting my bag ready, I slipped Ashleigh’s shoes on just as the doorbell went. I rushed to the door and let Michelle, Nadine and Emma in. “You guys came at the same time?” I asked laughing as Ashleigh toddled towards us.

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To my nutty angels crew, you're the best mates, a girl could ask for. Love you guys heaps!

[Monica]

ooooooooooo...why didn't u tell me!!??
i love it hun...but where am i?*pokes ya*
Ashleigh is soooooo cute
can't wait for more
xxxxxxx
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[* Natasha *]

[* Natasha *]

Chapter 2 of Always & Forver!

Lv,
Tashxxx

Chapter 2

“You guys ready to go?” I asked as all of them Michelle nodded. It was then that I noticed that she didn’t have a bag with her. “Are you not going?” I asked as she nodded. “Yeah, I’m sorry but I’m loaded with work and Julie called me last minute and said that I couldn’t leave. I’ll look after Ashy if you want,” she offered as I nodded.

“Yeah alright. She’ll have fun with you anyway,” I smiled as I bent down and looked Ashleigh in the eye. “Hun, you’ll stay with Aunty Michi for a while. Mama has to go to work for a bit. You’ll be a good girl won’t you?” I asked her as she nodded. “I love you Ashleigh, come give me a hug,” I said to her as she wrapped her tiny arms around me.

After kissing her on the forehead, I passed to her to Michelle and Nadine, Emma and me headed to down to where a taxi was waiting for us. We sat in the back talking excitedly about what we were going to do in Prague as we had two days off before filming started. “Shopping!!!!!!” Emma and Nadine exclaimed as I laughed.

“Obviously, but what else?” I asked as they continued grinning. “How about we go see the Royal gardens and other sites?” I asked as they nodded. “Sounds good we can do tomorrow cos once we get to the hotel I just wanna check in and relax for awhile before we got out to dinner and go clubbing,” Nadine said as I grinned.

“Clubbing! I forgot about that,” I said slapping my forehead as they laughed. We spent the remainder of our trip laughing and joking and before we knew it we were at Heathrow.

After gathering our stuff we made our way to check-ins where my manager said the band’s tour manager would meet us. Nadine, Emma and I stood around talking when I felt someone tap my shoulder. As I turned around, I gasped when I saw who it was.

“Johnny?” I asked as he nodded smiling sympathetically. “Not expecting this were you?” he asked as I shook my head. “I am going to kill Justin!” I said as I gritted my teeth and followed him. “Don’t worry Nat, everyone have already checked in,” Johnny said before he was interrupted. “Everyone but me,” a voice said as I turned around and squealed.

“Mon!” I exclaimed as I threw my arms around her and hugged her tight. “How have you been Tash?” she asked laughing. “Good, busy but good,” I replied. Monica was Duncan’s girlfriend and she and I had been inseparable when I used to tour with the lads. After introducing her to Nadine and Emma and after Johnny had finished checking in for us I grabbed my hand luggage, which was just my bag, and we headed into the transit area.

Nadine and Emma had already gotten along brilliantly with Monica and I was glad cos she was just a lovely person. I was not looking forward to when I met the lads though. It was going to be awkward and I hated when there was awkwardness around. “Relax Nat,” Nadine said sensing my nervousness.

“It’ll be alright. All you have to do is say hi and then you can ignore him all you want,” she said as I nodded.

“ I know that, but it’s not as easy as you think,” I replied as we walked into the waiting area. My eyes scanned the area as I spotted Lee mucking around with Dunk in the corner. Ant and Sy had noticed I had arrived and was making their way towards. I looked to my left and right and noticed that Nadine and Emma had gone and taken a seat next to Mon and were engaged in deep conversation.

“Thanks girls,” I muttered to myself as Ant and Sy reached me. “Hey N! How are you?” they asked as I smiled. “I’m alright, ta. You guys?” I asked as I hugged each of them as they planted a kiss on my cheek. “One of the top models in Britain eh?” Sy asked as I blushed. “You did good for yourself Tasha. What we can’t understand is why you left Lee,” he said softly as I hung my head.

“You guys will know soon enough,” I said softly as they nodded. “Why’d you guys call me though?” I asked as Simon sighed.

“It was Lee’s idea. He kept insisting we call you and we all agreed. I mean we love ya girl,” he said as I laughed. “Appreciate it Sy,” I said as I glanced to where Lee and Dunk were. I met Lee’s gaze and I immediately turned back to my conversation with the other guys.

“Listen guys, I need to make a call. Excuse me yeah?” I asked as they nodded and I dialed Michelle’s number while walking away. A few rings later, she answered. “Hey sis,” she said as I smiled. “Hey Mich. Listen, I only have a few minutes. Is Ashy with you? I asked softly. “Yeah she’s here. You talk to her and then we’ll talk alright?” she asked. “You can count on it,” I replied.

Ashleigh came on the phone a few seconds later. “Mama,” she said as I smiled. “Hey hunni. Listen I love you and I’ll see you in a few days alright? You be a good girl for Aunty Michi,” I said before I heard Michelle get back on the phone.

“Who ya working for?” she asked as I sighed. “Blue,” I answered. “Bloody hell! Have ya talked to him yet? You know you’ll have to tell him sooner or later right?’ she asked as I closed my eyes. “Yes Michelle. I know. I’ll tell Lee soon alright?’ I asked.

“Good girl. I just hope he doesn’t explode,” she said. “I hope for that too Michelle. God it’s so hard for me to tell him. I mean when we were together we could talk to each other so easily and now I can’t barely even look at him,” I admitted.

“I know Nat but the sooner you get it done the better,” she advised as we talked a few more minutes before hanging up. I placed my phone back in my bag before leaning my head against the glass panel. I heard someone approach me from behind and soon a voice spoke.

“Tell me what Natasha?”





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To my nutty angels crew, you're the best mates, a girl could ask for. Love you guys heaps!

[* Natasha *]

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To my nutty angels crew, you're the best mates, a girl could ask for. Love you guys heaps!

[SoSo]

aww...Ash' is so cute!
Ain't she lovely?
Aww...that's a bit sad about Lee's reaction, when he knew that she's preg

Add more!

[Nadsie.]

Awww Ashleigh is adorable.

Ooh did Lee hear her?

Loving it xx.
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[* Natasha *]

[* Natasha *]

[Nadsie.]

[Jaredlicious]

Ooh just read this and I love it

Ooo did Lee hear it

More soon!
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♥

[* Natasha *]

[* Natasha *]

Here's the teaser!

" I can't believe you,"

Lv,
Tashxxx
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To my nutty angels crew, you're the best mates, a girl could ask for. Love you guys heaps!

[Jaredlicious]

You cant leave it like that
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[Nadsie.]

Sazzoo's right.
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