*~*Because you loved me*~*© 8/2

Faithfull2blue · Posted: Mon Jun 05, 2006 7:17 pm Post subject: *~*Because you loved me*~*© 8/2

Heya everyone *waves* as you might know i posted this fic on bb but unfortuantly it never got finished so am posting it here now so wihtout anymore rambling from me enjoy...

© Debz 2006

Because you loved me

Prologue

They say there’s somebody out there for everybody, soul mates some people may call them, I thought I had found mine we were so good together, everyone said we were that was until he was taken away from me, it completely tore my world apart. I finally started to get my life back on track then it all went down hill again thanks to another person who I thought loved me, finally I meet that one special person who helped me turn my life around yet again and made me realize life is worth living and I found that they were the soul mate I had been looking for.

Chapter 1

I sat at my dressing table brushing my shoulder length brown hair lost in my thoughts, completely unaware of what was going on around me. I had been like it for about a week and a half ever since I was told the news; my heart had been broken in two. There was a knock at my door just as it opened which caused me to come out of my thoughts; I looked over to my door to find Danny my brother stood there in his black suit, I think that’s when it finally hit me, I just broke down in tears falling to the floor as I did.
Danny came Rushing over and pulled me straight into a hug
“Sshhh come on deb hunni, it will be alright, we will get through it together”
“Dan I loved him, I don’t know how I’ll get through it” I cried into his chest
“I know you did, he became my best mate too but we will get through it together, you hear me together, I haven’t deserted you when you have needed someone before and I defiantly ain’t going to do it now” he said starting to fill up himself.
Sometimes I really don’t know what I would do without him, we get on so well, always there for each other, it surprises people that we get on so well most brothers and sisters fight a lot but we never really have, it could be the fact that there’s only a 2 year gap between us
“Come on we have gotta go now, the car will be here in a few minutes” he said pulling away
“I don’t wanna go Dan, I can’t do this,” I sobbed
“Yes you can, it will help a lot, you need to say goodbye, lay him to rest”
“But I don’t want to say goodbye Dan, because it means he’s really gone, and I don’t think I can handle that, I luv him to much”
“Come on, I’ll help you through it all the way” he stood up and then helped me up
Everyone watched us when we came downstairs my mom n dad gave me a hug just as the car pulled up. I took a deep breath and followed everyone out, as soon as I saw the coffin I started to cry again Dan was right next to me comforting me all the time.
As you might have realized, we were going to the funeral of my boyfriend Andy or as I should say who was my boyfriend He was also became Danny’s best mate. When we were together we had such an amazing time, we were always there for each other we were together for 2 and a half years. We reached the church; the funeral went as a bit of a blur.
After the funeral, people made their way back to Andy’s house, but I needed to go for a walk I saw Danny make his way to the car so I went over to tell him where I was going
“Danny, I’m just going for a walk, I’ll meet you back at Andy’s l8r k?”
“Alright, sure you don’t want some company?”
“Nah, I’ll be alright, just need sometime on my own”
“Ok,cya l8r then”
“Bye” I walked for what seemed like hours, I went to the park for a bit but somehow I ended up back at the graveyard, not surprising really. I found the nearest bench and sat down, I saw a couple walk past, hand in hand they seemed so in love, it made me smile and think of all the times me and Andy were together. I started to sing quietly to myself I sang Faith Hill’s There you’ll be

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I’ll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

This reminded me of Andy so much, I was blessed to have him in my life and I no he will always be with me looking after me and that there will always be a place in my heart for him. He made me feel special, loved everything a girl could ask for, its just so hurtful that he’s gone been taken from me, had his dreams taken from him, people always say you never no how much you love something or someone till its gone

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

I finished singing, and the tears were falling down my cheeks I thought I was alone but I was totally wrong as I looked up I saw a young lad about my age looking at me he smiled I smiled a weak smile back, looked away but when I looked back a few seconds later he had gone I couldn’t see him anywhere. I decided to head back before people started to get worried been has I had been gone for a few hours. I walked off; my head hung low as the tears flew continually down my face.
I finally got back to Andy’s house, when it came into view I was torn in two, part of me wanted to cry because he was gone and wasn’t coming back I missed him so much but part of me wanted to smile because of all the fantastic times we had shared here together. The rest of the day passed me by, as I was in my own little world once again.

T E A S E R “DEBBBBBB”

Ldz a lv
Deb
XxX
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Monica · UBNewbie Joined: 25 May 2006 Posts: 1424

omg...can't believe you are continuing up here...*dances around*...
ohhhh what a sad start...brilliant...but sad...*grabs a box of tissues*...
god i soo remember the story...i read it like khm...not gonna say how many times cuz i'll sound pathetic...but i lovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeee it...
can't wait to review them...cuz i didn't have a chance b4...anyway...enough rambling...
it's great...add again...and again....very very soon...
*runs off to HHH*
monxxx
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*jo* · Posted: Mon Jun 05, 2006 7:24 pm Post subject:

awwwww *sniffs* Crying or Very sad

so wierd reading it all from the beginning
and its sooo sad

more soonies
jo
xxxx
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Jude · Posted: Mon Jun 05, 2006 7:50 pm Post subject:

never really saw this one until it was well into the story, so I'm glad Debs is posting this one from the start again!

Hope u enjoyed ya hols Debs????

love Jude xxxxx
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Faithfull2blue · Posted: Mon Jun 05, 2006 8:11 pm Post subject:

Natalie · Posted: Mon Jun 05, 2006 8:22 pm Post subject:

fab xxx

Tabea · Posted: Mon Jun 05, 2006 9:04 pm Post subject:

Ohhhh I started this on the BB!I like it so far! Very Happy

xxx
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* Natasha * · Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 10:21 am Post subject:

This is such a brill fic!... Very Happy

..add soo hun!...I cried in this one... Embarassed

..and I can't wait to do it again!...Lv, Tashxxx
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*forever*in*blue's*jeans* · Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 1:11 pm Post subject:

*claps*

I remember this one *reads again*

*hugs Deb* Poooooor hunni!!!

xXx
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Faithfull2blue · Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 6:15 pm Post subject:

Thanks for the reviews everyone, I would add for you but im not on my laptop n fic isnt on the computer so might add later depends how i do on my revision Very Happy

XxX
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x-Emma-x · Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 7:35 pm Post subject:

welll i must say i got lsot with this one on BB too! Very Happy

so im glad ya reposted Very Happy

cant wait for more

xxxxxxxxx

Faithfull2blue · Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 7:39 pm Post subject:

Ya wernt doing to well on bb were ya! lol Laughing

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x-Emma-x · Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 8:06 pm Post subject:

no i wernt cus i dint come on for a while n my emails stopped lol

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Faithfull2blue · Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 9:24 pm Post subject:

Well ya here now aint ya!
XxX
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Monica · UBNewbie Joined: 25 May 2006 Posts: 1424

BuMpIeS

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